I have vertigo. This is not good. I have never had this sensation before. I am afraid to walk near anything fragile.
After talking to Jules, and hearing that he had vertigo for 6 months before having a procedure to make it stop that included quickly shoving the head, vibrating things behind the ear, sitting upright with a neck brace for 24 hours straight, and an exercise regime that made him puke... I am more than a little concerned.
I've read there are also more generic forms of vertigo that can go away in a few days - fingers crossed. These can be caused from being away at sea or on a turbulent plane (being away at sky?). I have come to blame yesterday as the cause of today's dizziness. We were "cutting back" at work, which means making the tall plants shorter so they use less water. Our cutting back machine is a glorified electric lawn mower on stilts. Literally a lawn mower. We set up our line of rollers (that are in heavy need of repair due to rusty, unspinning wheels) and shove trays of plants underneath the lawn mower. We did this on Wednesday, and it was fine. I like working with my friends and although the noise of the mower made a tad irritable when combined with the heat of working in a hoop house on a sunny day, I simply vowed to wear ear plugs the next day. No use frying my ears just a week before layoff, right?
Well yesterday I wore the ear plugs, but my supervisor seemed irritated when I could not hear her, so I began taking at least one plug in an out between rounds of cutting back. I could tell the pressures in my ears were strange, but this always happens when you wear ear plugs, right? Well combine this with bending down and bouncing back up to pick up the tall plants and set down the short ones = problem. I didn't even notice my dizziness as I proceded to do this for 8 hours. My friend Beth seemed to notice something odd, as she told me my ear plugs were putting my to sleep, as I'd get a tad wobbly when I stopped working to pull a weed here and there. It is hard to attribute wooziness to one cause after an exhausting day. I was just proud that my legs and back weren't aching after all the bending. One the drive home, I thought my blood sugar was low, as I was having a hard time focusing on the road. I got home as safetly as I could, at a slow speed.
Later in the evening I was laying on Luke as he read to me a pickle recipe he wanted to try. (Beth and her husband had sent me home with bags of food from their awesome garden, including cucumbers just begging to be pickled.) When my head was tilted to lie on the couch, I first noticed something was really wrong. This did not stop the pickle extravaganza, as we had a 2 gallon crock to fill.
Bed time was a nightmare. The whole cabin was really spinning. Luckily, eight hours in a hoop house makes me tired enough to catch Z's quickly. When I got up to use the bucket (humanure in da houz!!) the transition to standing was so rough that I was falling into walls and chairs. (I can normally make this trip easily with the lights off, but last night, even with the lights on, it felt like a wave coming over me once I started walking.)
Things have been more of the same today. Luke wouldn't let me go to work, which was smart and I appreciate that I have someone making those decisions for me - as it's hard enough thinking about leaving my friends when I finish up there next week, let alone hiking up the hill to get to the phone to call in (Luke did this for me, is there some sort of award for which I can nominate him?)
So if you aren't overwhelmed with the sensation of falling or spinning whereever you are, enjoy it and make good use of your sense of balance by playing hopscotch for the both of us.
Enjoy some random photos, sorry I haven't been taking more!:
Our favorite chair, aka. Doggie Steps (this is how Lil gets on the bed under the influence of acupuncture she can walk again!)

As a back story, Lil has been trying to get along despite an injured arm all summer. The vet had her try everything from pain meds to stereoids. While these releived the pain, she eventually ended up much worse and one day woke up unable to move 3 of her legs! We were carrying her everywhere. We tried acupuncture as a last resort and it brought our dog back!! We can't decide whether to call her Angel Lily or Zombie Lily, so we just call her Zombie Angel.
Steam coming off the river in the evening. Almost as beautiful as in the morning.

Another great garage sale find:

Unfortunately we had to pass this one up, due to the fact that a Rottie ripped lil's intestines out when she was a pup, hence leading her to fight everyone she sees.

Hoop houses, sweet hoop houses. P-R-A-I-R-I-E I love plants from the prairie!
It doesn't matter if you live in the poorest county in the state... the fair is still destined to feature such gems as this Jesus bowling pin 4-H project.

A rainbow on our trip to the UP reminded us of Fiona.

We went up for the annual family get together, but more importantly so Luke could prove to me that the Upper Peninsula does infact experience summer. We went in late July and the highs were in the mid-60's. Achem.... can ones definition of summer really vary so much? I mean.. aren't they missing out on those sticky, sleepless summer nights of central Illinois humidity?

Luke took this shot in the kitchen as we were moving in. That's right, green floors, purple ceiling and half wall here where the pineapple wallpaper was ripped. Again, thanks to the Sandberg's (friends in the UP) for the vintage stove (for our period specific cabin), and plaid chair and couch.
One perk of work, you know.. aside from the vertigo (some people pay good money to get EFed up enough to watch the room spin), is when we cut back by hand. One weekend I had the honor of trimming some echinacea and new jersey tea. I used these old screens I picked up at the dump (with the intent to repair other screens)... they have found better use helping us dry herbs for tea.

Most importantly of all... the social event of the season... MY BESTFRIEND GOT MARRIED!

I can't even begin to describe the festivities whilst doing them justice. Let me just say that Elisa and Pat got hitched in a barn (remodeled and still beautiful). I have never cried and danced so much at a wedding. Elisa and Pat had asked me to be part of the ceremony by speaking on the topic of friendship. I racked my brain for months in hopes of finding within the folds of my brain the perfect words of wisdom. When I came to terms with the fact that I did not have the perfect words to inspire awe and memories of past friendship within everyone in attendance, I opted for an alternate presentation. I crafted a childrens book (Elisa and Pat are the coolest school librarians and childrens book afficionados around). I even illustrated the good times ranging from Pat's imaginary friends from childhood to the time Elisa, Mikey, and I invented a game called Swinkie Ball that the Disney Channel wanted us to sign over the rights to. They served vegan cake and too much specialty pop for those of us who are sensative to sugar. I luckily rebounded from my sugar crash just long enough to dance to nearly every song on the dance floor (when else are you going to have the opportunity to listen to your favorite ska covers on a legit dance floor?). E & P also had a funtastic bluegrass band. But it didn't stop there. Luke and I topped off the festivities (the wedding that we wish we could have thrown) by a quick swim back at E & P's hotel followed by bowling with the after party! Now if only we could find the perfect time to schedule our much too belated bachelorette party at Noah's Ark Water Park.
Much Love!
Rach
PS. If it hasn't yet been documented here - we're using the hand pump and composting our humanure! I haven't been spending enough time on the acreage, but love even just catching my breath at the end of a hectic day by watching the bats catch the 'squitos above my head at the end of the pier.